[ he wonders when -- or if -- he’ll stop feeling guilt every time he talks to allura. keith’s given him the rundown. allura’s back. she’s still behind but she knows who they are. she’s concerned about him and yes, she’s sore about those months of omitted truth. that should have been his cue to message her but instead, he again let her down by waiting it out and letting her come to him.
he frowns and dismisses such thoughts, refocusing his attention. ]
Yeah. Was worried about you though. [ especially with how things were left. he felt worse about it the next day; so frustrated with himself that he’d returned back to the apartment with keith the night of the bonfire, rather than trying to find allura. he’d thought she’d appreciate some space and time to process. that added with how shiro couldn’t control any sort of filter… he’d taken the easier route of letting keith herd him home.
so yeah. he’s beginning to think he’s set himself up for always feeling some level of shame when it comes to allura. he clears his throat and tries to keep his voice void of such notes though. concerned, yet friendly. ]
voice; un: shiro // LOL you're ttly fine.
he frowns and dismisses such thoughts, refocusing his attention. ]
Yeah. Was worried about you though. [ especially with how things were left. he felt worse about it the next day; so frustrated with himself that he’d returned back to the apartment with keith the night of the bonfire, rather than trying to find allura. he’d thought she’d appreciate some space and time to process. that added with how shiro couldn’t control any sort of filter… he’d taken the easier route of letting keith herd him home.
so yeah. he’s beginning to think he’s set himself up for always feeling some level of shame when it comes to allura. he clears his throat and tries to keep his voice void of such notes though. concerned, yet friendly. ]
How’s it feel to be back?