earthshine: (why would i even)
takashi shirogane ([personal profile] earthshine) wrote2022-05-12 08:06 pm
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Hi, this is Shiro.
Sorry I'm unavailable at the moment,
but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
marmoron: marmoron (cautious wonderment)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-22 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the shuffling steps come to a stop. without looking, keith knows the cot must be behind shiro then, and hazy thoughts that seem to meander aimlessly before inevitably drifting back around to back to the canvas of bare skin and muscle made inaccessible with one flimsy layer of clothing. fingers grip harder around shiro's hips, palms sliding down to encourage shiro's tight pants down his thighs.

progress is once again cut short as strong hands grip his shoulders and force him back. keith startles, and releases shiro's pants only to start reaching up to cup his best friend's face. he blinks, trying to focus, but doesn't get any further than locking eyes and drowning all over again.

amongst other reasons, shiro had always been galaxy garrison's poster boy. handsome face, gorgeous smile and a devastating jawline. keith's seen it all before, but note like this. up close, hands touching shiro's cheeks, away from every reason keith was never supposed to look. a boyfriend turned fiance, a broken off engagement, war,, a clone with murder his eyes. a friendship that keith could never forgive himself for messing up.

hie voice drops down to a whisper, something almost comically awed as he tries to re-close the gap between them.
]

It's just me in here, Shiro. Aphro's not talking. I'm talking. So just sit back and listen.

[ breathing hard, keith pushes forward yet again trying to get shiro settled on the bed. ]
marmoron: marmoron (inconsistently moe)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ despite keith's insistence from just moments ago, when its met with resistance and a show of strength on shiro's part, keith goes oddly pliant, allowing shiro to twist them around. keith swallows, cheeks burning a dusky pink as shiro gives his shoulders a solid push down. knees bend and keith does as instructed, sitting on the edge of the cot as he slowly drags his gaze from shiro's eyes down the length of his torso to stop right at his crotch. ]

Oh... [ his tone stays soft, almost dreamy in his slow comprehension. ] You want me to suck you off?

[ now that he's at roughly eye level, the lack of tenting in shiro's pants does seem like a big oversight on his part. his expression turns slightly sheepish then, but he wets his lips and leans forward to try and nose at his best friend's inner thighs. ]

I can do that. Heh. [ fuck, he might even be good at this. not that he'd stuck around long enough to ask the guy at the library but clearly he didn't have any issues getting off. ] Why would I hate you anyway? You'd actually take care of me.
marmoron: by request of the icon creator, pls do not take (encouraging)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ but while shiro trips over his concerns about rough treatment, keith on the other hand lets out a soft moan as his head gets yanked back by the hair, eyes clouded with need as he looks up at shiro's face. neck craning up to bask in the subsequent oetting, keith's voice stays in whispered tones. ]

Okay.

[ it's not okay. keith isn't following shiro's desires at all. one second he wants keith seated, the next shiro has courched down to keep his cock out of reach. but with the way his hands are held captive and shiro looks up at him from the below, keith can't bring himself to upset. confused, yes, but so very far from upset. he gives shiro's hands twin squeezes and smiles. ]

Okay.

[ this time, keith sounds a little more confident as comprehension sets in. grip still tight on shiro's hands, he brings them up higher on his body while widening the spread of his legs. ]

You can take care of my dick first then.
marmoron: marmoron (waiting to be picked up)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ keith blinks -- stares more accurately, as shiro rips his hands free and stumbles away like merely touching the tip of his clothed dick burned in some way. keith bites the inside of his lip, unsure of how to proceed as a storm of conflicted emotions grows wild in his head.

shiro isn't interested in his cock. that standalone thought teeters on the cusp of being outright hurtful, but where his dick should be going soft with that thought alone, he stays unrelentingly aroused. swallowing hard like that might keep the disappointment at bay, keith bows his head and stares down at the strain in his pants for an extended beat before looking at shiro inploringly.
]

Fine. You can have my ass then. Is that what you want?

[ the words are out of his mouth, and keith falters before taking any kind of action. he's never offered that to anyone, never thought he would. the thought sits strangely in his head, making him shiver from head to toe just imagining himself bending over this cot, spreading his cheeks for shiro while shiro stuffs him full of cock. again, keith bites his lip, but isn't able to keep a whine held back as his cock twitches and leaves a wet spot on his pants.

keith stands up straight, then turns abruptly, both hands on the waistband of his yoga pants to pull them down his hips before pressing both hands firmly to the cot as bends low.
]

Take it. I want you to be the first to take me like that.
marmoron: marmoron (there is no concern here)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ what feels like an eternity passes between keith bending over on the cot and shiro's next full sentence. he's never been good at reading people to begin with, and in the moment keith has to admit to himself that maybe it's not just other people, but shiro as well. it's true that they haven't been on the same wavelength since bumping into each other in the laundry room, but maybe that's been true for even longer. before pron prison. dating all the way back to that tine they were stranded on that one planet and a dying shiro had told him i want you to lead voltron.

the thought comes and goes, like footprints washed away by the tide as aphro fueld imagination refocuses his priorities. any second now, one of shiro's storng hands will be on his hips, and something hard and solid will be pressed between his asscheeks. keith shivers pathetically as pre runs down the length of his cock.
but any second now stretches out far too long and keith looks over his shoulder anxiously. his best friend has stepped closer, but that space between them is still a fucking chasm.
]

Of course I want that.

[ his reply comes quickly, though marred by the heaviness of his breathing. ]

You're...

[ you're my borther. i love you. keith squeezes his eyes closed, facing forward again abruptly. short circuiting on his own thoughts, he gives himself a mental shake and desperately shoves two fingers in his mouth to wet them. index and middle fingers glistening with spit, keith reaches behind, leaving a saliva trail between his cheeks, breath hitching as he brushes over his hole. ]

You're the only one I trust with this.
Edited (pink virgins) 2022-05-23 03:33 (UTC)
marmoron: marmoron (why does this screencap exist)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ fingers catch his wrist and keith moans, urgently pushing his hips back for a taste of friction. frankly there's little the aphro in his system does to blunt his awareness of how new this side of anal is. he's never been one to cower from the new and unexpected -- fuck, he'd never have joined galaxy garrison if he were afraid of new frontiers and all that. but still. space exploration and body exploration are different.... right?

maye, maybe not. but the longer keith dwells on it, the more ridiculous it seems that he's been to entirely different galaxies and realities, but still that barely there probe of his hole is still the first time he's ever touched himself there. the realization is so overwhelmingly stupid that it actually makes him laugh helplessly, part amuse, and partly in self loathing. twenty one years of being alive and because he'd never bothered to try and connect with anyone else, all his choices now in porn prison aren't really choices at all.

his hand goes slack, eyes squeezed shut as shiro drags his pants back up his thighs and covers the most intimate parts of him back up. shiro's last bit of commentary draws out one last stilted bit of laughter before keith gets his consolation pat on the hip and is let go once again.
]

You really think aphro changes how I feel about you?

[ ut;s asked quietly enough, head bowed and eyes boring holes into the cot. was he doped up on aphrodisiac at the clone facility? fuck. he almost starts laughing again, but curbs it by biting down on his lower lip. the fact that he's even asking the question is sign enough that he's not thinking straight, but he turns around and tries to drape himself on shiro with all the certitude of a guy who's convinced he's making sense. ]

C'mon. Take me to bed. Help me. Don't let me go.
marmoron: marmoron (casual smiles)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ keith frowns, shaking his head. try as he might, his amusement is loudand clear when he follows up with: ]

I just said don't let me go.

[he gives his trapped hands a playful wiggle. ]

You're not listening. So gimme a reason I should listen to you.

[ when he looks up to meet shiro's eye, his expression is expectant, lips parted in not-so-subtle anticipation. ]

Seal it with a kiss.
marmoron: by request of the icon creator, pls do not take (idk why i have these smiling icons i wil)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-23 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ .... oh is the single thought in keith's head when shiro pinches his chin. the uptick in his mood doesn't sour necessarily when the kiss doesn't end up exactly where he wanted it, but keith pouts for an extended after shiro pulls away.

hands on his hips, and for once not actually in a frenzy to take off his pants, keith holds the stubborn posture.
]

That's not what I meant.

[ ... and then he snorts, grin softening into a warm smile. a hand comes up to cover up his cheek, self consciously, but the look in his eyes is endeared. the burn scar's long since healed, sensation duller over that part of his face. there's something ... deeper to the idea of shiro being the one to kiss that scar, but whatever complicated feeling it should invoke is sweetened by aphrodisiac. keith looks up, expression moony and wanting. ]

... but you should kiss me there more often. Heh. And then kiss my other cheeks.

[ shiro knows the ones. but just in case, keith turns around, gently bumps his ass to shiro's crotch and then very obdeiently goes to sit on the bed. arms tug his white tank top up over his head, flicking it over the side before lying back with his arms crossed behind his head. ]
marmoron: marmoron (c'est la vie)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-24 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ it shouldn't be the case that a partial erection winds up being the source of some major vindication, but the shadow impression shiro's cock leaves on his ass is just about the only thing keith is thinking about anymore. is he nervous? of course. but it's an excited kind of anticipation that goes straight to his own aching dick. as shiro comes to sit on the cot beside him, keith rolls to face him, freeing up his one hand to touch the fuzzy handcuffs as they're dangled above his face.

it ought to be terrifying. it's hard enough relinquishing control over his body, the pace, giving shiro free reign to restrict his movements as well is a big ask even accounting for the fact that keith trusts shiro with his life. but aphrodisiac is one hell of a drug and keith is sold, hook line and sinker on the potential that shiro maps out for him.

has anyone ever wanted to take care of him while taking strides to ensure he isn't worried about reciprocation or owed debts? the question lingers, threatens to hurt, before it all smoothes over with a happy twitch of his cock.

carefully, he rolls back on the mattress, both arms held out in offering.
]

Wow. Nobody's ever spoiled me like that.
marmoron: marmoron (there is no concern here)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-24 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ a lot of novelty comes fast and hard here, though keith somehow manages to stay relaxed throughout. in the end, what's there to resist when shiro takes his wrists one by one and cuffs him up? arms bound overhead, keith smiles contentedly, experimentally yanking the chain taut on the cot frame.

this is going to take some getting used to, he thinks, but there's a gentle touch on his face and keith lifts up slightly to chase the brief bit of contact.. it's gone all too quickly though and shiro pulls away, earning him a drawn out whine and a pout.
]

Not as good as you.

[ kicking his legs out to spread them wide, he tips his head back, exposing his neck for shiro. ]

C'mon. Put your mouth on me. I need you.
marmoron: (fuckety fuckfuck)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-24 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
You....

[ keith trails off, eyes slowly widening as shiro turns around. the undistilled shock renders keith speechless, mouth gaping as he stares at shiro's back. the silence that comes after is thick enough to choke on. ]

You lied to me?

[ the accusation comes out, but it doesn't actually sound like one. confused, hurt, and wracked with disbelief, keith tries to shake off a sudden horrible image of shiro whirlig back around to say hello, keith in a dangerously low tone of voice.

whatever incredulousness that kept keith mostly still shatters then as he thrasehs and yanks the pulls and pulls at the cot frame, scraping metal on metal.
]

You said you were gonna take care of me! You --

[ teeth grit, keith twists adn knees shiro hard in the back. ]
marmoron: by request of the icon creator, pls do not take (fuck youuuuu)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-24 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ if the expectation here is for remorse, shiro is sadly mistaken. keith's long since lost control over his dick and his wandering, easily sex distracted mind, and it turns out that a familiar outlet in rage takes even stupider turns when confronted with a sad reality of not getting laid. ]

For lying to me, asshole!

[ on some deeper level, it's entirely plausible that the betrayal stings more because it comes from shiro, but that's a blip in the radar. all keith knows is that shiro has gone from being an answer to an obstacle to his most pressing problem. he thrashes, kicking out his feet as shiro goes for the pin, knees locking tight around shiro's waist. ]

If you don't wanna fuck me, fine. Let me go, so I can find someone who will.
marmoron: marmoron (stressed and sweaty)

[personal profile] marmoron 2022-05-24 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ shiro lurches forward, just barely catching himself on his hadns before crushing keith under his weight. where there ought to be an abundance of relief, there's only disappointment to add to his burgeoning sense of betrayal. keith bucks his hips, shuddering through the barest taste of friction against shiro's abs and drops back down the cot with a frustrated noise.

shiro backs away after that, again like he's been burned, and starts trying to free himself from the vice grip keith has around him. it really says a lot that his best friend wants to get away from him this badly. a friend would register that, respect personal space and boundaries. maybe a brother would too. but then again, what part of this is all that brotherly?

keith grits his teeth, matching shiro's desire to be rid of him with all the force he can fucking muster. hell, this is technically easier than holding to a dangling 200 lb dead weight in one hand, isn't it?
]

I offered it to you and you don't even want it! So why the hell can't I get it from someone else? I'm not some kid you have to protect, you know. I wanna get off. So either help me get off or get off me and let me go!

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