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takashi shirogane ([personal profile] earthshine) wrote2022-05-12 08:06 pm
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Hi, this is Shiro.
Sorry I'm unavailable at the moment,
but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
marmoron: (heart eyes?)

distressing...

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-02-12 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ keith is quiet, straining to listen for signs of danger as the two of them walk back to the tunnel's entrance. staying focused on potential threats is what keith chooses to ground himself with, but leaving behind unanswered questions and an unknown enemy easily starts nagging at his conscience.

perhaps it's nothing more than a consequence of being reminded of the fucking druids and their orchestrated massacre of the blades, but it's hard not to feel guilt. no individual comes before the mission. it's the single mantra that kolivan and the others had tried to beat into his head for months that keith had never managed to internalize.

here and now, he isn't part of a group with some organized mission, but all the same, walking away from the promise of intel feels jarring too. perhaps like another mistake in the making? but whatever that anxiety is, it can't possibly be more important than the need to get shiro to safety. something out here is trying to kill them as always, and neither of them are in the correct state of mind to tackle this.

a point that's easily reinforced by the way keit very nearly jumps when something behind them smashes and shatters, his free hand rounding behind his back to grab for his knife. breathing hard, keith first looks to shiro, releasing the knife handle to keep his best friend steady on his feet, before taking a quick look behind them.

nothing.

another deep breath and this time keith catches a strong whiff of something flowery in the air. nose wrinkling,, keith once again looks to shiro as if to ask do you smell that? before coming to pause in lockstep with his best friend. the fact that the confusion is ebbing away ought to be concerning in and of itself, but his racing thoughts start to slow. shiro speaks, and the unexpected commentary on his leadership scatters all else to the wind.
]

... You think that about me?

[ it's a bizarre time to be getting sidetracked. honestly keith doesn't even know what to make of that opinion. his leadership of voltron had always been a point of tension, largely characterized by criticism and resentment, both fair and unfair. his attractiveness as leader, however, is an entirely different angle . shiro doesn't give him much time to process that before swiftly taking his arm hostage.

keith blinks, momentarily owl-eyed in his surprise. embracing his vulnerability and actually leaning on keith isn't like shiro at all, but that awareness is fleeting, easily washed away in a high tide of affection as keith puts his arm around shiro's waist.
]

I never want you to leave them either.

[ they've had a variant of this conversation before, but shiro had batted that aside with a reminder of the white-haired shiro waiting back in his reality. but perhaps that doesn't matter either. right now, this shiro wants to feel safe and so, keith coaxes strong arms around his neck, then bends to scoop his boyfriend up. ]

We;ll go back to your cube, just like this and you can hold on as tight as you want.

[ with a lean and seemingly zero concern for the fact that they're still in hostile territory, keith presses a soft kiss to shiro's forehead. ]

Sound good, big guy?
marmoron: marmoron (warm smiles??)

i do love how easily the aus multiply..

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-02-16 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ with little to show for their efforts down in the tunnels, the walk back to shiro's cube isn't necessarily something that should make keith swell with pride, but how can he not with shiro lifted and held securely in his arms? while they haven't made any grand secret out of their relationship in prison, they don't go out of their way to display their care for each other in any bold, dramatic way. in a place where public sex is fairly easy to stumble across, carrying shiro in his arms like the precious man that he is doesn't necessarily stand out in a crowd.

or at least, keith wouldn't have thought so. shiro's the one who points it out and keith, who normally pays greater attention to his surroundings. finally tears his besotted gaze away from his boyfriend to glance at the prisoners watching him and his sweet boy. grin broadening, keith hefts shiro up in his arms to kiss his nose while pointedly making eye contact with an onlooker.
]

Well now they definitely know.

[ and if they don't? well, keith takes care of that by leaning down to press a lingering kiss to shiro's mouth. keeping it chaste, keith pulls away after three long beats, this time with a warm, shy smile that's reserved purely for shiro. ]

I love hearing that you're mine. Makes me feel like the luckiest guy alive.

[ and that being the case, keith succumbs to the temptation of a brief nuzzle of his nose to shiro's before finally getting his feet moving again. naturally, being inside with shiro means getting to spoil him with even more affection, right?

but while waiting for the scan to register his anklet to open up the cube door, keith gently nips at shiro's ear, whipsering low and filthy:
]

So maybe we should stay outside just to show everyone the extent of it.

[ the scan pings and the door opens up, however, and keith doesn't push the suggestion any further than with a raised eyebrow. ]
marmoron: marmoron (shitchild mode activated)

BIG WOE.

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-02-19 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ the suggestion had been playful and heartfelt in its own right, but not one to be taken seriously. it's easy to be possessive of each other in a place where breathing in a whiff of aphro can, and routinely, overrides their promise of exclusivity. heh. if anything, that's exactly the reason why keith adores when shiro leaves bruises and marks on the canvas of his skin because it broadcasts to the world that keith has someone.

but leaving hickeys and love marks in visible places is one thing. taking that to the next logical step of fucking each other to educate an audience is another. keith knows shiro well enough to know that his best friend is self conscious about the mutilation of his body and that being shown off in the throes of vulnerability and pleasure isn't what he'd choose for himself. at least, not on a whim.

but none of that knowledge actually comes to the surface in meaningful ways. instead, keith is mentally reeling from the suggestion and the spiral galaxy's worth of implied trust shiro must have in him and their bond to even suggest such a thing.
]

...wait, really?

[ expression owlish, keith doesn't know where to begin in schooling his shock into something more casual. it's just ... shiro means everything to him, despite knowing they have obligations to their respective realities. shiro's always been the one who'd been better able to keep that perspective grounded, leaving keith to constantly push away the loneliness that comes into sharper focus in the moments after shiro empties his balls inside him and pulls out.

his heart skips. more than skips. cartwheels, trips, free falls, sprintss. soars. surprise softens into a deeply moony smile as keith ignores the open door of shiro's cube and kisses the boy in his arms. shiro's never offered this to him before, and just that spark of suggestion for role reversal is enough to get his cock filling out in the skin tight cling of his horrible undersuit.
]

I'd be honored to claim you like that, babe.

[ honored, har and eager. with one last indulgent kiss, keith gently lowers shiro to the grass, hovering briefly to kiss his forehead and cheeks. ]

I wanna make you feel so good and treat you perfect like you deserve.

[ with obvious reluctance, keith pulls back to start loosening up the pieces of his flashy red and white paladin armor. whoever designed this clearly didn't have sex on the mind though, and keith is busy scowling as he fumbles in his impatience to get the chest plate up and over his head. throwing it aside like it's trash, keith puts his hands back on shiro, indulgently feeling out his chest and teasing nipples over fabric before yanking down the zipper of his vest. ]
marmoron: (platonicity)

i just keep laughing at how quick this escalated

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-02-25 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ one tick ago, and the desert gremlin that used to wear multiple layers of clothes when it dropped below fifty in the desert would have had an easy answer to shiro's question: not on top of the snow. funny how a tease of shiro's boxers and a flash of chill-peaked dimes readily make an easy convert out of keith's lizard brain.

he gapes, staring with open-mouthed, shameless appreciation as he follows up and down the enticing line of his boyfriend's beautifully sculpted body. every word out of his perfect lips is candy sweet, though the enormity of the fact that shiro's been wanting keith to claim the first of his ever gets lost in the delighted thrumming tingle that leaves keith's toes curling in his boots.

and fuck, shiro calls him sir. for all that keith absolutely detested leadership being forced onto his shoulders, this... is something he could actually get a real thrill out of. for years, there's been linearity to their relationship -- shiro is the mentor and senior officer, keith is the cadet and mentee. shiro is the leader, keith is his right hand, and second in command. outside of the hierarchy enforced by external factors like the garrison and voltron, there's nothing that says these dynamics have to carry over in reparacija -- and for the most part, they don't.

as a general rule, when they're being intimate with one another, keith isn't thinking about shiro as his superior, commanding officer. shiro is his best friend and boyfriend ... and yet being bent over shiro's knees for insubordination wound up scratching an itch that keith wasn't aware needed scratching. in clearer-headed moments, keith rationalizes it away as an expression of joy for the complete trust he has in shiro. whether that be in allowing shiro to play or punish, but having complete confidence that his best friend will take care of him feels good. more than that, it feels right.

but that fucking sir and the way it makes his cock throb exposes the lie. it's not just about an extreme expression of trust, is it? no. paradoxically clearer-headed in his desires, keith sees this for the kink it is. it's about playing with their roles, their entire friendship, twisting it inside out .... and taking care of another itch that they're not supposed to scratch.

i like when you're bossy.

heh. so in a roundabout way, maybe this is about trust again, but more than that.... keith wants to be worthy of whatever this is and wherever it'll lead. even if it leads into a goddamn pile of snow. at least shiro lying on top of it makes the prospect amazingly enticing.
]

Heh. That's right, you keep calling me sir. [ keith steps over, kneeling to straddle shiro at the knees, palms planted firmly on the snow on either side of shiro's thighs. the chill makes keith repress a shiver, but keeps his hands where they are as he leans in to press their foreheads together. ]

Take your pretty cock out and play with yourself for me while I play up here.

[ and of course, the reason for that extended contact with the snow? it makes for a nice icy brush of fingers over already hard nips. pulling back to pinch, and then squeezing shiro's pecs, keith pauses to appreciate his handiwork before dipping even lower to warm his boy back up with his tongue and lips, licking and sucking in turn.

it's stupid, perhaps, not to even bother checking to see if anyone's around, but keith is thoroughly engrossed in his present engagement.
]
marmoron: marmoron (shitchild mode activated)

as long as shiro remembers keith was also high on potpourri..

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-01 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ that didn't take long? contented as keith is with sucking little marks on his good boy's chest, he initially assumes that's in reference to the way shiro has gone firm in his hand. keith pulls away, looking down from his vantage point to the cock head pointing back up at him from within the tight circle of shiro's fist. keith purrs, clearly pleased with the luscious sight of his boyfriend hard nad perky, only to pout a little when he notices his gaze has drifted elsewhere.

following shiro's line of sight, the meaning of the phrase that didn't take long takes on a different meaning. having been in prison long enough to be generally familiar with each inmate, this one is at least more memorable than the others simply by virtue of being one of his boyfriend's neighbors. keith eyes him up, unmoving from his position of straddling shiro's knees, and for a moment it's the most bizarre standoff keith has ever been in.

shiro with his cock out. the neighbor ogling with open fascination and keith caught between wanting to tell the guy to fuck off wanting to make a point. all in all, he ought to be far more attuned to the tension that's crept into shiro's body language, but his lizard brain is only finding fault with one thing in particular.

first, he cups shiro's face in both his hands, kissing and sucking his lips with pos[sessive indulgence. ]

Stroke for me, babe. Just for me. Ignore the idiot.

[ the instruction is wildly hypocritical though, as keith keeps the neighbor trained in his peripheral vision while kissing and giving shiro's nip a final pinch. ]

Gona teaches him something.

[ perhaps a little alarmingly, keith takes his hands off shiro and grabs the handle of his knife. pulling the crotch flight suit away from his pelvis, keith then cuts into the fabric and reaches inside to pull out his own hard cock. eyes still trained on the interloper, keith squeezes his cock to shiro's and slowly strokes them off together.

the inmate stares open-mouthed, face warming ... right up until the point keith switches his knife out for the bayard. the bayard which becomes a laser rifle that's pointed right at his head. keith doesn't have to issue a threat, the man runs off to his cube metaphorical tail tucked between his legs.

perhaps it's wrong to laugh, but in his addled state, keith can't help preening over the victory. he kisses shiro on the lips, murmuring:
]

There. Let's go be warm inside. I'll carry you.
marmoron: marmoron (cocky mofo)

forsooth it shall be fine....

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-03 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ there is such a fucking expansive list of reasons why this is a terrible idea. over the years, keith has gotten far better at exercising restraint and judgment rather than flying high on impulses and throwing up middle fingers to the world, though it hasn't always been easy. especially when something feels so right that it resonates with the core of his soul.

see, right now it's not that keith can't see that obliging shiro in this won't lead to potential embarrassment if lance or pidge, or hell even the wolf, happen to pass by at an inopportune moment, it's that shiro is a fantasy ripped right out of his filthiest dreams, laid back, pecs out and begging to be marked.

shiro's always gorgeous, of course, but he isn't usually so brazen and open about how he wants keith to touch and claim him. keith groans, finally understanding why his boyfriend had been so adamant about making him state all his dirty wants out loud because fuck, watching shiro presenting himself in this fashion is hitting so many buttons that keith is starting to wonder if everything is just going to be a fucking button when it comes to this amazing guy.

his amazing guy.

his amazing guy who makes an excellent point.
]

Heh. Can't argue with that. There are a lot of people who need to be taught that here.

[ keith scoots up higher, to straddle shiro's thighs, putting both his bayard and knife off to the side. he keeps their dicks squeezed together in his right hand, pumping steadily as he leans forward, faces hovering above shiro's. ]

You need that refresher too, don't you big guy...

[ not just for when they're together in prison, but beyond that. when they're home, in their own realities, incalculably far apart and separated by space and time, shiro will still be keith's. lizard brain thoroughly appeased, keith pumps his fist up and down their combined shafts as he dips low to suck at the hollow of shiro's throat. ]

So tell me. Nice and loud. Who do you belong to?
marmoron: (breathless)

that person would be a coward then :/

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-11 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ whatever questionable brain to mouth filter that's normally in place gets a hole blasted straight through it when shiro squirms and shouts. ears ringing, heart pounding, and every stray noise and touch seemingly going straight to his dick, keith simply blurts out a heady: ]

Fuck.

[ moaned through a delirious intense fog that's made all the more potent by the urgent beating of his fist, keith warbles a little mindlessly between sucks and hard nips at shiro's throat. ]

Fuck, you're such a good boy, babe. SO perfect for me in every way.

[ free hand coming up to squeeze and pinch at a pec, keith groans as he pulls back to get an eyeful of the deep purple love mark he's left behind. perfect. it's not a word that keith throws out regularly, but what can he say? there are more reasons than keith has fingers to count on why fucking out in the open is a terrible idea, but they're here anyway with shiro declaring who he belongs to for the entire world to hear.

of course, it smashes all the buttons in keith's head, making him a barley coordinated, filth-fueled idiot who just wants to give shiro everything he's asking for in return. grunting as keith beats them off faster, he dips low, licking a hot stripe over shiro's pert nipple then speaks between panted breaths.
]

Gonna cum all over you. Gonna show everyone you're mine. And you're gonna show me just how perfect you are by cumming with me, got it?

[ grip twisting to get his thumb on shiro's cock head, keith swirls the pad around the slit, no longer pumping but grinding his hips to rock their cocks together.. ]

You're gonna feel it like this inside. [ rutting faster, keith moans and ins shiro's shoulder into the snow. shiro's first time should be gentle, careful, and tender, but keith quickly loses that line of fantasy imagining just how perfect his boyfriend is going to feel squeezing around his ensheathed cock, all the while straining and groaning to take him. ]

Fuck, Shiro....!

[ it's not even a complete warning, keith has a little mind for that. instead, his voice pitches with urgency as he hits a crest and shouts shiro's name while his cock unloads a sticky mess. ]
marmoron: (scandalous :/)

.... i walked right into that.

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-12 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ fuck.there's so much going on at once, between his own climax and his boyfriend's squeezing and moaning and sirs ringing in keith's ears. keith tries to take it all in, but it quickly becomes sensory overload for his blissed-out head and he's reduced to little more than mindlessly dropping sweet kisses on shiro's chest while milking the last of shiro's cum with languid strokes up and down his softening cock.

breathing hard, keith stays on top of shiro, forehead pressed to his pec while he gathers himself enough to push up and kiss his boy's lips.
]

You're so perfect, Shiro. Every time I'm with you, I'm reminded of just how lucky I am.

[ lucky. heh. hardly the right word to describe a situation in which they've both been captured and forced into an alien fuck prison, but in looking down at the sticky mess they've created together on shiro's gorgeous body, what else is keith supposed to see, other than an incredible blessing?

face flushed, he dip low to recapture shiro's lips in a lingering, demanding kiss. murmured whisper soft, and only for his boyfriend's ears: ]

You're so it for me, too. Even when you're not trying.

[ and something about that knocks the balance of playfulness they've found here askew, tipping it towards something more heartfelt. ]

You're the most beautiful person I've ever met. Inside and out, and I...

[ i love you? floating and high from afterglow, keith still hesitates as the words practically write themselves. but why? why hold back on something that's been true for so long that it has to be obvious? keith blinks, then pushes back up onto his knees and circles around to get his arms under shiro to support him through a carry. ]

I want to love you. You should let me, Shiro.
marmoron: (more scandalous)

but i am blameless. and also WHY the anon posting im yelling

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-20 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ and just like that, there's a switch that goes off like the countdown to a bomb detonating, but keith doesn't see it. hell, he doesn't really see anything other than shiro at the moment, thanks to the way that his boy crowds the entirety of his vision. looming witth a smile that could light up the sky, keith's heart skips several beats as he holds shiro tight in his arms.

love is a complicated subject -- always has been, and always will be. in his own reality, keith's never found the courage to tell shiro, the real shiro, what he told the clone at the facility. perhaps that's cowardice, but shiro has to know right? if keith didn't love him in some capacity, then there's no way he would have pushed as hard as he did or fought as hard as he did just for a chance to bring shiro home.

not that it matters much now. because love is complicated and the more time keith spends with this shiro, the more he feels something stronger than anything he's ever felt before. not just love, but love as if rendered in the core of the sun.

love me and i'll love you, too.

fuck. it's stated so simply in a way that's so uncharacteristically shiro and keith still don't register that. how can he? arms wrapping tighter around shiro's waist, keith is so entirely engrossed in this moment that he ceases to notice the oddity of being out in the cold with his dick poking out of the newly cut glory hole in his undersuit. heart swelling and overflowing, keith arches up to catch shiro's lips for a brief, impassioned kiss.
]

I love you.

[ murmured against his boyfriend's lips, keith is a little breathless as he says it. warm, tingling, elated and nervous, his entire being is flooded with an overwhelming sense of being alive and so thoroughly whole that he ends up laughing, bright and sunny. ]

I love you so much, Shiro.

[ giddy, he starts to walk towards the cube, not really seeing where the fuck he's going or caring about the abandoned hull of his chest armor. it's a damn near miracle that he doesn't bump into the walls of the cube, though he overestimates the door by a foot and only recognizes the mistake when the scanner beeps and the cell door whooshes open.

still heady with giddy laughter, keith makes the adjustment and steps inside the familiar cube, and makes a beeline for the large bed.
]

I want to love you always. You know that?

[ despite the impatience, keith is careful in setting shiro down on top of the sheets. both hands come up to hold shiro's face, expression adoring as he leans into press another kiss to his lips. ]

You. Not anyone else. Not any other version of you. It has to be you.
marmoron: by request of the icon creator, pls do not take (shonen tears)

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-25 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ it'd be an outright lie to say that keith is surprised by the reciprocation. different realities or not, there'd been so much overlap in their shared history that it'd been easy to slip into the mindset that they know each other inside and out all the same. the fact is, it really shouldn't have been easy at all.

his shiro has a head of snow-white hair and a missing right arm. his shiro occasionally stares off into space with a despondent look on his face. his shiro would rather be in pidge's company than in his.

this shiro isn't like that at all. he's from an earlier point in keith's life, and maybe hopefully will go on to have a much kinder future than the one his own shiro got. their relationship in porn prison has been heavily influenced by ridiculous circumstances, but through it all keith's never truly doubted that this shiro cares. love may have been a little bit of wishful thinking, but that was always there, imperceptibly woven into the fabric of their friendship.

because nothing else would make sense of the way they hold each other at night with soft eyes and even softer kisses.

so even if keith can't say he's wholly surprised by hearing those words echoed back at him, he's throughly, completely thrown off guard and winded by the sheer depth of shiro's feelings. the one and only time they'd ever brought up how they felt about each other before had ended with shiro reminding keith of the shiro waiting back in his reality.

the outpouring of honesty lands like a punch to the gut as keith finally, finally understands that it's not just him who has difficulty saying what he wants. it's his best friend and boyfriend, too.

heart aching as he looks down to hold shiro's gaze, keith can't help being a little overwhelmed. he's always wanted the best for shiro, for shiro to be safe and happy and now....? there's a real weight on his back, huh? despite realities and obligations keeping them apart, shiro wants -- no, needs him to find a way to make things work so they can be with each other.

it doesn't matter that keith has no fucking clue how this might be accomplished. hell, it doesn't matter that this might even be impossible. he's brought his shiro back from beyond before ... this, in comparison, has to be doable. has to be because he can't bear the thought of the hope being extinguished from this boy's eyes.
]

I'll find a way.

[ promises like that shouldn't be made when there's no guarantee, but it doesn't matter. keith means every syllable. ]

I promise. As long as it takes, I'll find a way.

[ holding shiro's face in his, keith holds eye contact making sure shiro can see and hear his conviction before leaning down to press their lips together. ]

I love you. And I'll never give up on you.

[ promise sealed with a kiss, keith deepens the kiss with a swipe of his tongue to taste his gorgeous boy. slowly, his hands start coming down, fingers happily splaying in the mess of their combined cum on shiro's chest and dragging it down to his abs and smearing it furhter oto shiro's pants. ...well, his dad's pants. there's a weird joke to be made in that, maybe, considering shiro's latest pet name, but keith spares only a beat to huff before starting to tug the waistband to strip him down further. ]
marmoron: marmoron (leader of a lesbian brigade)

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-03-26 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's little denying that keith is ecstatic about every moment of this. shiro lying back, cooing soft words as he allows keith to slowly take off the rest of his clothing is satisfying in a whole different way than the usual morally charged race to nudity. this way, keith gets to brush up and down shiro's strong quads, squeezing down the line of his calves just because he fucking can, and keith can't help the moony smile on his lips.

he's just finished relaxing the laces and pulling off shiro's boots when his boyfriend coos. that's my keith. briefly, keith freezes, his heart stopping for just a moment. that's the keith i remember. it's another time, another place. with a clone who looked at him with wildly different eyes.

my strong, beautiful keith.

blinking back into the present, keith gets impossibly soft-eyed as he drops the boots onto the floor, gaze fixed on his boyfriend with his heart beating even faster in his chest. he never did find out what the hell that's the keith i remember was supposed to mean, but context would suggest violent and murderous wouldn't be too far off the mark.

strong and beautiful though. keith basks in shiro's affection like he's just discovered a gorgeous nebula as his boy strips off the daddy vest and shirt. now completely nude with his legs splayed just so as to draw keith's attention to the soft cock between them, keith thinking this is it. this is what the pinnacle of happiness looks like. he's ascended into pure giddy weightlessness. untethered to the laws of physics and multiple realities.
]

I'm irresistible.

[ keith huffs in delighted disbelief, fingers brushing over shiro's cum drenched bread abs. ]

I can't stop looking at you or touching you -- not even to undress myself! So what does that make you, huh? Tell me.

[ giving shiro's nipple a playful pinch, keith laughs and shakes his head. ]

I've never met anyone more deserving of love than you, Shiro. There's so much of you to love, heh. I don't think there's enough time in the world for me to do it properly.
marmoron: marmoron (teeny smile)

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-04-23 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ still freshly doe-eyed over the enormity of loving shiro, keith is visibly reluctant to take his hands off his boyfriend but finally gets to the task of loosening up the armor encasing his legs. after all, if there's not enough time, then there's even less reason to be spending what time does exist mostly dressed while the love of his life is on full display and waiting to be taken care of.

except waiting isn't really what shiro's doing at all. just as keith loosens up the guards on his left leg, shiro is in motion in his peripheral vision. keith swivels, tracking instinctively only to suck in an audible breath as shiro spreads his thighs and rolls up to lift his ass.

there's no reason the sight of a guy presenting this way for him should suck all the air out of his lungs. even for a cliché it's so painfully cliché that there probably ought to be a new word invented for this exact phenomenon. and all the same, keith is helplessly drawn into the cortex currently posing as his boyfriend, heart hammering so fast that he forgets to breathe as drinks up every last detail of shiro's ass from cheeks to a tight pink hole. keith could spend an embarrassing amount of time simply drooling over the sight, but mercifully his chest starts to burn and keith sputters on his next inhale instead.
]

Oh... oh my god?

[ shit. his voice doesn't sound right. pitched high, his voice threatens to crack on the questioning tone, and keith quickly clears his throat and impaitnetly rips the armor off his leg and tosses it ... somewhere. wherever it lands, keith isn't looking because his eyes are on shiro's face, joy absolutely brimming on his face. ]

I'm a little nervous, too. Because I wanna make you feel as incredible as you make me feel.

[ and having said as much out loud, keith lets out a nervous laugh as he grapples with the last chunk of armor on his other leg. ]

You've set the bar so high, big guy. And it's your first time, so it's gotta be so perfect.

[ is he capable of that? perfection isn't keith's strong suit, but at the same time... he's not a total virgin who's never used his dick to get someone else off before. all the same, it's entirely different. keith doesn't want to think about other times and other people he's been with. he wants to master shiro specifically and learn what it is that shiro needs.

chucking the other guard aside with the same amoutn of care as the last, keith finally gets to unzipping his undersuit and sheepishly feeding his already half-hard dick back through the cut in the front to finally strip nude and position himself on his knees between the split of shiro's legs. hands pressed to the underside of shiro's thighs, keith gives them both a generous squeeze as he leans low to press a gentle kiss to one knee.
]

So maybe if we're both nervous, that cancels it out.

[ or something. nerves don't work remotely like that. in fact, they usually exacerbate each other, but still. keith's touch stays gentle as fingers gently trace up the inside of shiro's thigh, roaming lovingly over his sack and lower to tease at the perineum. ]

I'm going to take good care of you, Shiro. Nothing's going inside until you feel ready.

[ a promise keith seals by lifting his hand up to give his index a long lick. once wet with saliva, he gives shiro's hole a light playful tap before rolling the pad of his finger along the outside of the rim. as oromised, there's no pressure, just the lightest of touches to familiarize shiro with being touched here. ]
marmoron: (be a drema fighter)

[personal profile] marmoron 2023-04-30 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ the chronology of their relationship is strange, to put it mildly. they've been together for a while, but even if their having sex together seems like it's been a more recent development, the truth of the matter is that they've been fucking long before they were together at all. unpacking all of it would only keith a massive headache, so he hasn't really made much effort to try.

even so, it'd seemed like a safe bet to assume shiro had never been too enthused with he prospect of anything going inside his ass. after all, anon had never once turned around and presented his own ass at the hole in the door, and shiro has, up until now, never offered himself up in this way. strung along by a hefty dose of hormones and potpourri, keith remains sold wholesale that this change in attitude has everything to do with the fact that they've unlocked a new level of trust and care and love for each other. it makes sense, right? shiro not wanting to be this way with someone he doesn't love and trust.

keith wants nothing more than to prove himself worthy of that level of trust, and yet... the second shiro rocks against the finger pressed to his hole, the signal goes straight to keith's cock and turns sweet, patient intentions filthy. he groans, unable to bat aside the temptation to tease that fluttery hole with more pressure, pushing just hard enough for the tip of his finger to slip inde.
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Fuck....

[ audibly dazed and dumbstruck with the sight of any part of himself swallowed up in the tight heat of his boyfriend's body, keith is exceptionally sluggish to remember lube is ... actually pretty important.

before the caveman's impulse to slip his finger deeper inside can grow further roots, keith pulls out and settles for teasing around the outer edges of the rim.
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We need lube for that babe...

[ if he sounds distracted, it's because he is. his eyes stay on shiro's hole, absolutely fucking mesmerized by watching untouched muscles spasm. but having said that out loud, where does shiro keep lube, anyway? does he even have any around at this point? it's at this point that keith finally tears his gaze up to look at shiro's face. ]

Is there any in your locker?

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shiro......

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soon....

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